First Reading: Acts 11:19-26 
Psalm 87
Gospel: John 10:22-30

The last sentence of today’s first reading always catches my attention: “ It was in Antioch that the disciples were first called Christians”. It seems very likely that it was, at first, a derogatory name. But it is the name that stuck and it came to mean  –and still means today – follower of Christ. And that is what we are supposed to be. We can always check our baptismal records: that will prove that we are Christians, right? Well, not really: I could have abandoned the faith, or since then chosen another world religion or none at all.  A piece of paper proves nothing about the action of the Holy Spirit in me today, about who I am at the very depth of my being. So, how do we know that we are indeed Christians, followers of Christ?
So the question is: What would happen if being a Christian where I live today were declared a crime – as it has been in many places over the centuries, and still is basically a crime in some places today? Our baptismal records would probably be hidden to protect us.
Just think about it: If I were in such a situation and accused of being a Christian, could they convict me on the evidence of my life? Would my way of living give me away as a Christian? And that is what proves I am a Christian, not a piece of paper but Christ’s presence in me and my visible, concrete presence to Christ in others. 
Jesus expected the evidence of his own life and works to be convincing. We read in today’s gospel: “ The works that I do in my Father’s name testify to me but  you do not believe because you do not belong to my sheep.” True. Sometimes the evidence and the example of my own way of living is not enough for others. But the real question is: Is it convincing for me?
As we look at our way of life, do we feel pretty sure that we live our faith consistently or, at least, as best we can? Are we confident that we are still making progress along the journey, have not given up, become lukewarm, taking faith for granted? If we know we are still in need of the Lord, then we are at least on the right road. Ask Him to journey with you today.
Blessings,
Fr. Brian